SO Confused

You would think that because so many exciting things are going on in my life that I would be happy right? Nope. I'm stuck between two colleges all based around money. I never wanted money to hold me back, but seeing how much each college will give me makes me rethink some things. I don't know what to do! No one ever told me it would be this hard...

wooooooo 1st blog eva!

Lately I've been stressing out about things that are totally out of my control. I'm worried about which college I'm going to go to, which should be fun, not nerve wrecking. And to top it all off I'm working all the time and it's just plain annoying. I just want to be a kid and enjoy my senior year. I think once I get everything figured out, then it'll be okay.

Besides that I joined this blog for teen writers. I don't know how I feel about it yet. I mean the idea is great don't get me wrong. But I really don't think my writing is good enough to be read by all these authors. And even if it was, I don't think I can really open myself up and put my true writings out there. It's weird, but I guess I need to get used to stuff like this. I guess this is what I get for liking English so much. #nerd